why did i even open n read it???
alisa balqis binti mohd khalil alkhushairi
nape laa u nh gatal tgn sgt nk bukak?
nape haa??
kn dh nanges..
n now u can't stop!
just great...
nasib laa ur mascara n eyeliner x waterproof ari nh..
tulaa nk sgt pki mascara n eyeliner!
nk sgt pki yg xwaterproof
nk sgt nk sgt nk sgt!
abis smudge n comot.
pdm muke~!
nasib baik dh abis dinner dh time tu
smpt laa nk g toilet 2 touchup n save ur makeup b4 org lain detect.
but..
i know auntie mona dpt detect.
nnt kene explain kt die plak dhh....
hissyyyhhh...
now i really regret reading it.
yeah. curiousity really KILLED the cat.
in this case, it killed the ikan pari laa...
*perrggghhh.. smpt ag nk buat lawak bodoh!*
omg... omg... omg...
paranoia dh mule nk menguasai diri,
first bce kt situ.
then bce kt sini.
aduuhhhh...
lisa! stop it!
ur only getting urself hurt
nnt hati u jgk yg remuk.
but, i can't stop myself.
not that i have lost faith
not that i have lost trust
but,
somehow i am just god damn curious!
dulu x terase pown time bende2 cm2 kuar.
dulu x kesa sgt pown
now??
argghhhh...
suddenly, what she said is coming true
it IS true.
n knowing that fact,
i feel suffocated somehow
even though i already promised myself that i would get ready 4 it
apparently,
i stand corrected.
i feel like a knife is stabbing me dead right in my heart
with every word.
with ever phrase
especially when i know how those words are spoken.
especially when i know with what kind of face accompanies each word
especially when i know that all have been used once before
and are being used once again.
i'm not blaming anyone.
i'm not even blaming my weak heart 4
not being able to suppress this feeling
suppress all feelings that are succumbing me
swallowing me whole.
arggghhhh...
and yet,
when i read on
when i recall all that has happened
the tears still flow
happiness despite despair.
swiveled with confusion at the same moment
and suddenly i realize more and more that my mind is soooo messed up!
am i really hurt or am i grateful that it has all passed???
n now its my turn.
i dunno!
now i just can't stop crying.
both in tears and in my heart.
confused. myb i'm heartbroken in a way.
..................
alisa balqis binti mohd khalil alkhushairi
nape laa u nh gatal tgn sgt nk bukak?
nape haa??
kn dh nanges..
n now u can't stop!
just great...
nasib laa ur mascara n eyeliner x waterproof ari nh..
tulaa nk sgt pki mascara n eyeliner!
nk sgt pki yg xwaterproof
nk sgt nk sgt nk sgt!
abis smudge n comot.
pdm muke~!
nasib baik dh abis dinner dh time tu
smpt laa nk g toilet 2 touchup n save ur makeup b4 org lain detect.
but..
i know auntie mona dpt detect.
nnt kene explain kt die plak dhh....
hissyyyhhh...
now i really regret reading it.
yeah. curiousity really KILLED the cat.
in this case, it killed the ikan pari laa...
*perrggghhh.. smpt ag nk buat lawak bodoh!*
omg... omg... omg...
paranoia dh mule nk menguasai diri,
first bce kt situ.
then bce kt sini.
aduuhhhh...
lisa! stop it!
ur only getting urself hurt
nnt hati u jgk yg remuk.
but, i can't stop myself.
not that i have lost faith
not that i have lost trust
but,
somehow i am just god damn curious!
dulu x terase pown time bende2 cm2 kuar.
dulu x kesa sgt pown
now??
argghhhh...
suddenly, what she said is coming true
it IS true.
n knowing that fact,
i feel suffocated somehow
even though i already promised myself that i would get ready 4 it
apparently,
i stand corrected.
i feel like a knife is stabbing me dead right in my heart
with every word.
with ever phrase
especially when i know how those words are spoken.
especially when i know with what kind of face accompanies each word
especially when i know that all have been used once before
and are being used once again.
i'm not blaming anyone.
i'm not even blaming my weak heart 4
not being able to suppress this feeling
suppress all feelings that are succumbing me
swallowing me whole.
arggghhhh...
and yet,
when i read on
when i recall all that has happened
the tears still flow
happiness despite despair.
swiveled with confusion at the same moment
and suddenly i realize more and more that my mind is soooo messed up!
am i really hurt or am i grateful that it has all passed???
n now its my turn.
i dunno!
now i just can't stop crying.
both in tears and in my heart.
confused. myb i'm heartbroken in a way.
..................
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