last night

i know you didn't mean to do that to me

i know it is not your fault

it never has been

ever

whenever i say that it is my fault

you always cut me off by saying it is not

but then, thinking back, 

all of this wouldn't have happened if i never came into your life

right?

 now i just don't know what to say anymore

i don't understand what happened last night

what came over me...

i just totally lost myself i guess

i have never cried over anyone as long as last night

i have never felt so confused and lost as i did last night

i have never realised how empty and heartless i have been before this

i have never realised that i am still heartless and spiteful

i have never felt this way before

but i'm not entirely sure what my feelings are

i'm not sure. i'm lost. i'm clueless

maybe i do need you

maybe i just need to get myself straighten out

maybe i'm just being paranoid

afraid that history is at the brink of repeating itself?

or just denying something that is right there in front of my face?

i don't know.

i'm just brambling aimlessly right now

brambling and ranting on useless and worthless words

if only everything was like this...

There's a place out there for us, 
more than just a prayer or anything you've ever dreamed of. 
So if you feel like giving up cause you don't fit in down here, 
fear is crashing in, close your eyes and take my hand. 

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe. 
It's written in the stars that shine above, 
a world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong, 
exactly who we are is just enough 
there's a place for us, there's a place for us. 

When the water meets the sky, 
where your heart is free and hope comes back to life, 
when these broken hands are whole again, 
well will find what we've been waiting for, 
we were made for so much more 

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe. 
It's written in the stars that shine above, 
a world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong, 
exactly who we are is just enough, 
there's a place for us, there's a place for us 

So hold on, now hold on, 
there's a place for us 

We can be the kings and queens of anything if we believe. 
It's written in the stars that shine above, 
a world where you and I belong, where faith and love will keep us strong, 
exactly who we are is just enough, exactly who we are is just enough, 
there's a place for us.

-there is a place for us- carrie underwood