MYlittleSECRET

haha, suddenly i realise bnyk plak post bout u..

but, xpelaa, 

its my diary, 

sukasuki i laa nk tulis ape...

but,

i just wanna say 

all i ever want from u, 

is not for u to shower me with gifts

*no matter how much i would want that thing*

is not for u to treat me like a princess

*eventhough u do call me a princess*

i don't want for you to have to sacrifice anything for me, 

just to see me, 

or just to make me happy,

i just want you in my life, 

just make me believe that  u are there

*eventhough ur not* 

just make me know that i have u

to share my sorrow

to share my happiness

just to be silly with and let my problems just disappear

just to make me realise that there is still hope

just so that i know that somebody out there loves me

coz

no matter how many times i say 

I LOVE YOU

that can never be enough to show how much i really do

sometimes i'm not even sure wether i truly mean my words,

sometimes i still doubt myself

but i have never doubted u, 

even though it may seem that i doubt u sometimes, 

but deep inside, 

i never really do, 

i just doubt myself.

like i said, 

i can never really let go of the past, 

of all the memories, 

n i have never really let go the fact that daddy left me, 

left just like that

n i guess it leads to having a really hard time believing in guys

i admit, 

i fall for guys really easily, 

muka legend tp hati cute laa dktakn..

but, i get bored with them really easily

i never really mean it if i said 

I LOVE YOU 

but that was before.

n now,

i'm just grateful i have you, 

thanks sharkboy~

u really caught hold of my heart.

<3

6 months already right? 

i didn't expect that time has passed so fast.

n it has already been 5 months 12 days since the last time we met

i can never forget ur face when i was about to go back last year

that really crushed my heart u know?

u made me feel like i didn't want to go back.

n if u ask any GBGL, 

for each day that we don't text, 

haha, yeah it may seem silly, 

but do u know that i'll cry, 

then i'll just be in such a foul mood after that?

zera n fada have to endure my moodswings at that time,

but yeah,

i really miss you, 

i guess i can say that..

n whenever i sulk with u, 

i never really mean it.

haha, 

i like seeing u cuak xpsl2 when i do that, 

haha, 

but i never mean to hurt ur feelings.

if i do, just tell me please?

joking is fun, 

but, it comes at times that that thing is no longer a joke

n i don't want that to happen,

if we fight, 

i honestly don't mind, 

but, i don't us to fight until something bad happens

u know what i mean..

but, 

no matter what happens, 

u'll always have ur special place, 

ur special space in my heart.

even if it doesn't work out, 

i don't think that place will ever disappear.

Muhamad Hasri Syafiqi, 

Je t'aime tellement. savez-vous?

il n'y a rien d'autre que je peux dire

seulement,

Merci de m'aimer,

Je vous remercie pour tous les mémoires,