1/2+1/2=1

b4 i start,

honestly, i didn't want you to go..

but who am i to stop you from having fun.

right?

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yesterday was very brief.
quite heartbreaking because
i didn't get to see you long enough
if only we had more time
there were many other things that i wanted to do
many other things that i wanted to say
many other things that i really needed to talk to you in person
but, i guess that was all that we got
still grateful because ALLAH SWT gave us the chance to meet
even though i know deep down
that HE would have been quite mad at us...
you know why, right?

even so,
the sneaking about around the stadium was fun though
haha, :)
must we always meet up i secrecy??
but that just makes it all even more fun actually.

hmmmm, 8months, and we've already met 4 times.
at average, it'll be once every 2 months
but the truth is..

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quite inconsistent, don't you think so?
haha,

and with each time we meet

you make me miss you even more....

i really hate you because of that.
and yet i can never deny the fact that
i'm totally head over heels for you

ikan pari is deeeply in love with her jerung

deeper than the deep blue sea

i miss your smile

i miss the way you laugh

i miss the faces that you make

i miss the way you look at me

i miss the way you make me blush

i miss the way you hold me close

i miss the way you kiss me

i miss the way you surprise me with all you spontaneous acts

i miss the way you melt away all my problems and sorrow

i miss the way you just make me feel safe

i miss the way you make feel loved and cared for

i miss just being there with you

not having to worry bout anything and everything

just me and you

*despite the fact that you get really naughty sometimes*

but so far,
i can still tolerate with that minor flaw..
and i am sooo happy that you are trying to make yourself better.
but,
please remember...

don't try to make yourself better for my sake

do it wholeheartedly and truly to make yourself a better person
because if anything happens between the both of us...
i'm terrified that you will revert yourself into something worst
please promise me that you won't do that...
please...

1/2+1/2=1
this equation just speaks for itself
143;

thank you for completing me yayang,

7months 23days. 

still strong♥